Monday, April 28, 2008
True Love
ehh whats up Doc? [Man or Rabbit?]
I was a little disappointed that Tony wasn't in class the day we talked about this essay because he was the White Rabbit in Alice in Wonderland... what a shame. [anyway]
Friday, April 4, 2008
Priestesses in the church?
The Necessity of Chivalry
Saturday, March 29, 2008
A Time For Everything.
-C.S. Lewis
I think that what lewis describes about grief is almost worse than grief itself. You not only have the initial grief to bear but we are daily reminded of the fact that, that loved one wont be walking through the door again, won't be there to say Merry Christmas too, wont be there to hug or to laugh with, or that my uncle will never go his sons graduations, or their weddings. It is, in my opinion, absolutely worse to be reminded that we suffer daily than that first initial feelings of suffering.
Wouldn't you think that because this, the endless grief we face, is true we would be drowned by our sufferings, that we would be suffocated by our pain, that we would be drained of every last bit of hope by our grief? I certainly would think that. But no, we do not have to be continual, eternal victims of our grief. There is a source of light and of joy that we can look to. Ecclesiastes 3 says,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
What does the worker gain from his toil? I have seen the burden God has laid on men. I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live. That everyone may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil—this is the gift of God. I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that men will revere him. He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.
There is a time for everything, so we then can know that we are not meant to suffer forever. we can know that yes, we will suffer, we will loose mothers, fathers, brothers, and uncles, but the times of mourning and pain will subside. The raging storm of our pain will slowly come to a calm and like the sea, it will be a peaceful place once again. Life is not meant to be an endless winding road of pain. As it says in Ecclesiastes "there is a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance..." There are times to rejoice in our Lord and be glad of our lives. Those times are what we look towards, but we must not forget that the times of suffering and grief and pain make us stronger, those times are what brings us closer to God. During those endless days of grief, when we look up from our bottomless pits, we realize that our savior is standing above us with an out stretched arm.
"the spirit of the sovereign lord is on me,
because the lord has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
he has sent me to bind up the broken hearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners, to proclaim the year of the LORDs favor
and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn,
and provide for those who grieve in Zion -
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness
instead of mourning,
a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the LORD
for the display of his splendor."
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Meditation in a Tool Shed
Lewis, in meditation in a tool shed, recognizes that there are different ways of looking at the world and different experiences but one must always look at a situation and along it and most certainly one must look both ways at a situation. Merely looking at a situation deprives you of having a firsthand experience; you don’t get the full force of the situation. This is why we must look at and along. And merely looking along a situation can get you so caught up in it that you loose yourself. It is good to take a step back and look at something rather than be submerged in it.
I really enjoyed this essay of Lewis’ because it can be applied to my daily life and it reminds me a lot of photography. I’m always looking for new angles to shoot at and to capture my subject in the best way, just as we look for different ways to see a situation in our own lives. You can simply take a picture of a window straight on and you see that all it is glass and wood put together and lets light into the room. But it is not until you get close to it and you see that it’s made of curves and lines and color you see the detail of the wood or the glass you see much more when you look along it. But it is the same as if you zoom in and you only see details, you then lose sight that it is in fact a window, which is important to know. It is important and vital to look both at and along things in life.
thend.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
The Inner Circle
This reading brought me back to elementary school days. I remember in the fourth grade at the Winthrop public elementary school (The Willis) that I was in the "cool kids" group...and looking back on it...I laugh because fourth grade cool is much different than what I think is cool now. So I was in the fourth grade and I was in the inner circle of the girls in the class...and we all had our titles. I was the funny one. Looking back I now, see that I was in a way the court jester...just there to make them laugh. Everyone wanted to hang with us...or so we thought and the cute boys liked the cutest girls in the group. It was an elementary clique. (So lame). I particularly remember one day we played truth or dare during recess (like all 4th graders did) and they dared me to kiss a tree...and I thought well, that is kind of gross I’m not doing that. And because of my personal feelings on how sanitary kissing a tree was...I was kicked out of the group. One little miniscule thing and I was gone. I remember how awful that felt.
Lewis says, "One of the most dominant elements is the desire to be inside the local Ring and the terror of being left out side." It’s a bad enough feeling to want to be in a ring but when you are in it and you get kicked out its possibly even worse.
And I've been on both sides of the fence. I have had the desire to be in the group and I’ve been in the group and have been found guilty of excluding others from the group. Lewis makes a point to say something so utterly true about these inner rings, "Exclusion is no accident; it is the essence." It’s hard to realize that you've been a part of something like that. To purposely brush people away who aren’t deemed "worthy" of your group. It’s kind of embarrassing actually.
Lewis points out that all of these inner rings don’t benefit you in any way he says, “As long as you are governed by that desire you will never get what you want. You are trying to peel an onion: if you succeed there will be nothing left. Until you conquer the fear of being an outsider, an outsider you will remain."
It is just amazing that even though this was written in the 40s in London, it applies to right now. It fits in with current times and will be appropriate in another 20 or 40 years. The phenominon on the Inner Rings will not die, but as individuals there can be the prevention of another one rising up among us in this world.